Separated from my birthmother, I was adopted by unemotional 50-something parents, and from the start, I struggled with self-identity, emotional attachments, and low self-esteem. My teenage years were marked by anger, self-harm, and addiction. At 16, I faced the heart-wrenching experience of a forced abortion, which deepened my self-destruction and led to promiscuity. My first marriage was filled with severe physical abuse, forcing me to flee for my life with my baby. My second marriage, emotionally draining and toxic, left me with two more children and overwhelming financial struggles.

After my second failed marriage, I suffered the devastating loss of my parents, plunging me further into despair. In a desperate attempt to find love a

nd happiness, I married a third time and moved to Germany with two of my children and my newborn. My manipulative ex refused to allow me to take my second child. Challenged by the new environment and situation, my new husband, the son of a narcissitic father, were both carrying the weight of our past traumas. The insurmountable cultural and language barriers and toxic in-laws in Germany pushed me into a severe depression, culminating in a suicide attempt.

At my lowest point, I cried out and began seeking a real connection with God, rediscovering a faith that began in my youth. Through this divine relationship and coaching I found healing and restoration.